Resurrection is the new Beautification?

There are times I wish I was my old self. Not a shell or a character I use to play "anti-Piddy." But the me that I was a long time ago. A self-centered, conceited, selfish individual. I display flashes of that sporadically, but generally I keep that part of me locked up. And when I don't it has emoTerence and Piddy to get through first. But I think that if I could manage to just revert to that "person," even if just for a few weeks at a time, I'd have a bit more "forward progress." Not necessarily saying life would be better -- just more productive.

Do I think I can drag that side of me back to the forefront? Given some ideal time and the right surroundings, its quite possible. It's all mental anyways. In the next few months, I'll have the time (everyone's who's unemployed raise their hands), the surroundings (an MBA progam is like getting a degree in Advance Selfishness), and the capacity to give it a shot.

*shrugs* Who knows. It could be me just thinking too hard or it could be me planning for a resurrection that shouldn't occur. We'll have to watch where this goes...

"What you believe to be real becomes your reality."
- Robert Kiyosaki