I'm officially done with school next Thursday. That is as long as I don't tank the final that I'm supposed to be studying for. Procrastination...I've danced with her so many times already, what's one more dance going to hurt.
I have an idea of what I want to do with my future, but not a specific one. I like that. I think I tied myself down a bit too much last time I went job hunting. I was definitely focused on what I
should be doing instead of what I
wanted to being doing.
After looking through my past a little, I've come to this conclusion. I like it for what it was. I enjoyed every minute of it. I don't want to relive any of it. I say that because I like the way my present has worked itself out.
There are nights when taking a nap on the couch is better than going downtown. Inner peace and all that jazz.
Everyone deserves a chance to prove themselves before writing them off.
"You clear you conscience with words so weak and empty, but something your eyes gave you away."- Vendetta RedThe only thing keeping me from thinking this is a completely bad idea is her eyes. They're nothing special, but they're full of genuine emotion -- hope, happiness, joy. There's a dreamer there, and I like that.
The thing that made me realize that I'd be making a mistake if I thought about this any further is her eyes. They may be big and beautiful, but I don't feel like there's any warmth there.
Its getting late...early. Sleep would be a good idea.