Thursday, December 18, 2008

The More Things Change...


Graduation 2004
The more they remain the same...

Graduation 2008

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Insomnia

I'm officially done with school next Thursday. That is as long as I don't tank the final that I'm supposed to be studying for. Procrastination...I've danced with her so many times already, what's one more dance going to hurt.

I have an idea of what I want to do with my future, but not a specific one. I like that. I think I tied myself down a bit too much last time I went job hunting. I was definitely focused on what I should be doing instead of what I wanted to being doing.

After looking through my past a little, I've come to this conclusion. I like it for what it was. I enjoyed every minute of it. I don't want to relive any of it. I say that because I like the way my present has worked itself out.

There are nights when taking a nap on the couch is better than going downtown. Inner peace and all that jazz.

Everyone deserves a chance to prove themselves before writing them off.

"You clear you conscience with words so weak and empty, but something your eyes gave you away."
- Vendetta Red

The only thing keeping me from thinking this is a completely bad idea is her eyes. They're nothing special, but they're full of genuine emotion -- hope, happiness, joy. There's a dreamer there, and I like that.

The thing that made me realize that I'd be making a mistake if I thought about this any further is her eyes. They may be big and beautiful, but I don't feel like there's any warmth there.

Its getting late...early. Sleep would be a good idea.